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they were made of dust afterall
wanting getting are 2 different things entirely, folks. this week has been a whirlwind. things sometimes seem so perfect to me when therye really fucked up beyond to other people. i cant ask for advice on this. i cant even discuss it, and inevitably, because im writing about it here, one of you goons will surely ask me about whats eating at me im sure i will tell one of you but really, this isnt a subconcious cry for help.
i got this shit under control. more so than ever, belive it or not.
im going to mexico tomorrow night for the weekend have a lovely weekend planned with a lovely boy its going to be a lovely time. ive got a lovely job interview today that could be my lovely life preserver tossed to me from the big boat that ive been waiting on as i just sit here float in this crappy craphole dinghy i like to call nissan consumer affairs. that would be effin lovely, let me tell you.
these past few weeks ive felt very much more self aware than i have in the past many months. lets keep it on track now, girl. we can do thins.
on a side note, theres a gigantic fucking nest of afracanized "killer" bees in teh palm tree in ourfront yard. the city had our bee lady come out tackle them the street was coned off it was quite a spectacle. killa bees, yo. wtf is it witht hat apartment bees?! serius!
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